March 2013
2 posts
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Looking on the past was a mistake thought I had...
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Looking on the past was a mistake thought I had...
November 2012
2 posts
All around me I see the destruction of my world
lost minds and souls, hearts hard as coal, with fewer diamonds in the rough
and I don’t know how to react. I have no counterattack.
I try to have hope, but I lose faith myself
The love I give out gets put back on the shelf in that glass case where people mourn at what “used to be”.
But it doesn’t have to “used to...
September 2012
3 posts
i need someone to share these dreams with
this bed is not enough.
it just reminds me that I am alone.
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June 2012
2 posts
a song me and daniel wrote
Looking back on the past was a mistake thought I had all that I needed
And the line that you dropped on the phone in my head I know I can’t repeat it
But over and over it just keeps on repeatin
I’m not sleepin and I’m not breathin because you took away my reason.
Lose your ego
Your skin is see-through
You say “I need you”
I don’t believe you.
I try so...
May 2012
2 posts
Sometimes I feel like
that a lot of girls come to me only when they’re sad and lonely, or have some sort of insecurity, or when they’re in some sort of trouble. I love giving people advice or helping them out when they need it, but when they beg for help or ask what they should do, and I tell them what they really should do, and they don’t do it, and then come to me a few weeks later with the same...
April 2012
5 posts
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come to the coast
I keep trying and trying to get away from it
but i keep buying and buying into it.
We’re consumers. Beggars, not choosers.
How can you expect to win when you have the mindset of a loser? We’ve lost this fight, but just for this time. Maybe we’ll scrape up enough courage in our hearts to try a second time. I’m not proud of it, but sometimes there seems no way out of it.
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You haunt me in my dreams and in reality. Hiding these feelings isn’t as easy as it seems. You bring out the best in me.
A little writing that I started when I was bored,...
FREAK:
I feel like my tragedies and triumphs come at the wrong time; like my and the worlds clocks are not synchronized. I’m healthy inside, but barely alive. my joy is a struggle, but you won’t know if you won’t try. Nothing seems right and I can only ask why. Some say it’s a design; that the stars are aligned like a big master plan. Others believe it’s a formula,...
woke up alone
and I’ll go to bed the same.
As long as I don’t think of you.
…I think I’ll stay sane.
March 2012
2 posts
Drinking
Drinking for fun
Drinking for my problems
Drinking for today
Drinking for tomorrow
Drinking for my sins
Drinking for my sorrows
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Everybody has their loneliness or company.
All I know is that they don’t want me.
February 2012
1 post
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im stuck between the state
of becoming something great and wasting away
January 2012
3 posts
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Inspiration from the shower pt. 2
I’m a box full of secrets and they’re everybody’s but mine. I’m harsh on the eyes but if you’d look inside you wouldn’t believe what you see. Stories constructed of everybody’s missing puzzle piece. It’s the reason they’re so hard to understand. It’s like leaving a message behind in the sand, and by the time someone comes by to read it, the waves have already come to eat it.
I’m a wishing...
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You slowly lost your light
and turned to anything that would make you shine.
what's right is wrong
you’ve had too much time to right your wrongs
and too many lines to write your wrongs
and our minds write these songs
now I have insight of whats right in the long
run, running through the night till dawn,
we’re too disoriented to know north from south
and too dizzy to know east from west
but I’ve got a map that tells me there’s hope in being lost
and that...
December 2011
2 posts
Don't read
I’m starting to lose myself, the more I find out, things I should have known, but didn’t know how, to see on my own, I was someone else. All I can be is alone, and vacate this house. Now no one lives here, but I can’t sleep any better, because sleeping alone is more of an endeavor. You chose to leave, I never moved, I stayed the same, just not for you. You say you’ll change...
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Today
I had a lot of time to sit around and think at work, and I realized a few things. I realized that my life is just one endless cycle. Things will be alright, then good, then a little better, then great, then I’ll have a reallly amazing day or two, then something bad happens or everything goes to shit. After that I’m miserable for a little while, then I’m just alright, then...
November 2011
18 posts
Anonymous asked: You said you saw it coming but you didn't see nothing. Your eyes are on the living room, your eyes are on the closet. Don't worry about, don't worry about anything.
Anonymous asked: describe your perfect girl looks & personality wise
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Inspiration from the shower
I couldn’t see your faults, but they were were a line between my eyes
Your fault was just as well as mine
Now I cover in ink just to hide
You know just as well as I, at the rate we’re going alone, we’re both going to die.
It seems like you’re looking for someone to help make your bed
But to hold these seams together, it’s going to need more than just thread
I remember the names of our son...
Anonymous asked: Rough? hm please get into a little detail, like scratching or hair pulling?????
youarestillyoung asked: someone is quite enthralled with you michael, all this question asking. im jealous. anyways. why did you jump out a window?
Anonymous asked: do you like it rough? tuff? or tastey
Anonymous asked: is sex impor?tant to you
Anonymous asked: how many kids do you want?
Anonymous asked: where do you see yourself in 10 years?
Anonymous asked: Who is your humble?
Anonymous asked: if shes that amazing go gether!
Anonymous asked: oh howdo you know her what does she look lyke
Anonymous asked: Picture wars....? cool
Anonymous asked: What's your favorite part about the person you're interested in?
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come home please
Slow down, please.
Clear those eyes, holding back the sea
Go find out who you need to be. Go see what you need to see
I know I’ve seen plenty, but plenty is not enough for me.
You see we’re not bad people, we’re just a little weak
We’re not bad people, we’d just rather sleep
You’re not a bad person, I just don’t know what’s good for me.
Come home, please
Tell me what makes someone just get...
I hope you come home soon
so I have that chance of running into you.
Someone tell me
how it’s possible that I’m out of control and so in control at the same time. You call it a rollercoaster, I call it hang glide, because I’m afraid of heights, dangling high like the stakes that we take to get through every day life. This is my perspective, I know your objective to keep calm and let-live. That shit is so cliche your mind is too easy to mold like paper mache. Your...
Vision
I believe we all have a vision, a passion, a picture of what we want, or what we long or were meant to do. And it’s the weight of the world, expectations, fear of stepping outside of the lines to be who you want to be, and do what you want to do. I admit that I have succumbed to this fear along with plenty other people in this world. There are so many distractions going on, and so many...
October 2011
18 posts
After
about a month, of being alone, in a way, I’m still searching, for what i’m searching for. As confusing as that sounds, it makes perfect sense to me. My life is not how I want it to be, and this is the most opportune time to change it and mold it into what I do for the rest of my life. The overused quote “tired and uninspired” has never been so defining right now. The past...
Such a paradox
How much you’ve said by saying nothing at all.
considering
joining the peace corps. had a lot of time today at work to think about my life. and its a feasible option.
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time to go to sleep.
I dropped my dreams down the well
And realized this is what happens when you got no one else
When the promise land keeps no promises
And the dreamers don’t get out of bed
When peace is just an illusion
And love only exists in your head
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The color of her eyes
Get so close to death that you can tell me the color of her eyes. That’s only when you know you’re alive. And if you wake up on the other side, tell me what it’s like to have you hands and feet untied. Because the world loves to hold onto as much as they can, with bills and paychecks and 10 year payment plans. She’s quicksand, stronger that most can withstand. Just run and run as fast as you...
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