Humble, I've become

Looking on the past was a mistake thought I had all that I needed

And the line that you dropped on the phone in my head I know I can’t repeat it

But over and over it just keeps on repeatin

I’m not sleeping and I’m not breathin because you took away my reason.

Lose your ego,

Your skin is see through

You say “I need you”

I don’t believe you.

I try so hard to keep things off my mind

You find a way to get me every single time

Well this time, you’re taking the backseat in my life

I’m past the point of being nice

I give you take, just to throw it in my face

I let you in, but it’s wasted space.

Don’t expect to receive what you will not give

Don’t act like you care when you don’t give a shit

If it was up to me I’d look for something deep

because you’re as shallow as a puddle of rain in the street.

Do you have anything to offer, or just another disappointment?

I don’t have time to waste, I have dreams to achieve.

Lose your ego,

Your skin is see through

You say “I need you”

I don’t believe you.

I try so hard to keep things off my mind

You find a way to get me every single time

Well this time, you’re taking the backseat in my life

I’m past the point of being nice

I give you take, just to throw it in my face

I let you in, but it’s wasted space.

Get over yourself

I’ll find someone

I figured you out

You’re crying for help.

Looking on the past was a mistake thought I had all that I needed

And the line that you dropped on the phone in my head I know I can’t repeat it.

Think about somebody else for one second

Or the fact that I actually cared

Call me selfish but you’re not much better

When you call (when you call), I won’t be there.

(via playitagainmichael)

Looking on the past was a mistake thought I had all that I needed

And the line that you dropped on the phone in my head I know I can’t repeat it

But over and over it just keeps on repeatin

I’m not sleeping and I’m not breathin because you took away my reason.

Lose your ego,

Your skin is see through

You say “I need you”

I don’t believe you.

I try so hard to keep things off my mind

You find a way to get me every single time

Well this time, you’re taking the backseat in my life

I’m past the point of being nice

I give you take, just to throw it in my face

I let you in, but it’s wasted space.

Don’t expect to receive what you will not give

Don’t act like you care when you don’t give a shit

If it was up to me I’d look for something deep

because you’re as shallow as a puddle of rain in the street.

Do you have anything to offer, or just another disappointment?

I don’t have time to waste, I have dreams to achieve.

Lose your ego,

Your skin is see through

You say “I need you”

I don’t believe you.

I try so hard to keep things off my mind

You find a way to get me every single time

Well this time, you’re taking the backseat in my life

I’m past the point of being nice

I give you take, just to throw it in my face

I let you in, but it’s wasted space.

Get over yourself

I’ll find someone

I figured you out

You’re crying for help.

Looking on the past was a mistake thought I had all that I needed

And the line that you dropped on the phone in my head I know I can’t repeat it.

Think about somebody else for one second

Or the fact that I actually cared

Call me selfish but you’re not much better

When you call (when you call), I won’t be there.

(via playitagainmichael)

playitagainmichael:

All of our lives we’ve been told what to believe. “Nothing is perfect” so what’s the point of purpose? The line that separates the weak from us who truly care, is one I don’t intend to cross. The heart of man beats but only in greedy hands, and it seems that most are still content. Where most are comfortable accepting insignificance, we strive to find the effort within. If you open up your eyes, and open up your mind you be exposed to a world as cold as those who are left to populate it. Two decades spent swallowing lie after lie has sparked a fire in my heart, and the time has come to spread the flame. We can’t continue wasting time, day after day trying to find a new means of escape. We do this day after day. And I can’t face the disconnect. I’ll shed the dead weight and rise. I never thought that I would need to justify a reason to continue in this life I lead. I fucking hate the world, I fucking hate myself. I swore I’d never fucking feel like this.

playitagainmichael:

I’ve been living with debts unpaid and I’m praying to god for an angel to save me, and an answer it came in the form of a friend and he saved my life but I couldn’t save shit.

I saw 13 black crows as black as 3AM 
and as big as vultures eyes 
with wings hanging to their sides like laundry on the line 
they were standing in a circle letting their tongues dry 
they’re coming for me like thieves or ghosts 
stealing songs, and whispering poems to themselves 
about nonsense and existence 

I saw 4 black eagles, with horns growing towards the ground 
like columns or anchors reaching towards the bottom 
their feathers folded like hands on a man resting in his coffin 
bending over each other rattling my bones 
drumming out the answers in ways I will need one day 
their hooves are giving me growing pains 
I sleep like a tornado 

I saw 18 black hawks, with beaks full of teeth 
roaring like a pack of wolves in perfect V 
with hoods over their eyes to cover up what they’ve seen 
secrets bouncing off the insides of their lips meant for me 
they landed on my life like spears, ears tucked back like arrow feathers 
wings spread wide like storm clouds over kansas 
hailing on me teaching me their dances, they gave me armor 


I saw 9 black owls, they were quiet as death 
they had talons like antlers growing from their hearts 
and they were tearing me apart 
each bird was tagged like cattle with one word 
and they burned them in to my mind…they read 
you have never lived because you have never died

(via playitagainmichael)